if love`s a word, that you say, say it, I will listen...

Etter en tur i billedterapi trengte jeg å fokusere på litt andre ting enn meg selv, så da ble det kinamat & Quiz med snella mi i går. Så koselig vettu. Bildebevis:

Trailer-trash kid *elsk*

Quiz hoes!!

Du og jeg!

Snella mi

Og i dag har vi vært på trening på morgenen, og en tur på Sørlandssenteret på shopping. Så frisk er jeg faktisk, at sørlandssenteret ikke utgjør den minste trussel for meg lenger. Åh.. deilig..


Ellers har jeg fremdeles gode dager, er opplagt og i form. Har fremdeles noen toketak da:)
I natt våknet jeg på badet klokka 4. Vet ikke hvordan jeg har kommet dit, men regner med jeg har hatt angst i søvne og løpt ut dit. Plutselig våkner jeg av at jeg står å rister i speilet med hendene under glovarmt vann og tårene triller. Har nok drømt igjen, men kan ikke huske det denne gangen. Så jeg tørker tårene og setter meg på dolokket og ser på meg selv i speilet en stund... blanke grønne øyne og en tristhet inni der som aldri går bort.. Ikke når jeg er glad engang. Sjelens speil glemmer aldri!




I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar

It seeps through the hall and from under the door

Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved
I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far

From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug

I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive



And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me

Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now


I've really had it with the rain of the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks in from shore with a bat in its hand
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't

You're a thief and a witch but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I can most willingly prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you


And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now?


Now just hold on, hold on to me
Hold on, hold on to me (hold on to me)